Embarrassment

My freaky sense of humour made her embarrassed, I feel really
bad and guilty. The only good it did was to give me the courage
to write.(I am writing for the first time. I read occasionally.)

Wikipedia defines embarrassment as ‘an emotional state similar to shame, except that shame may be experienced for an act known only to oneself’.
Well said wikipedia! Riya is emotional and sensitive. It is said
that ‘girls tend to think from heart not from mind’. It’s correct.
She thought from heart. Sometimes we say things we dont really mean. That’s in a state of intense anger or in case of a poor sense of humour.(I have done both of the big mistakes. She’s really strong.)

(I’m sure you want to know what exactly made her embarrass). No I
will not tell you. I dont want to embarrass her more. Only my bad sense
of humour is to blame. It happened on texts. And what’s worse is
that even my phone call could not help her out. Riya, baby look at me
look into my eyes, arent they filled with true love for u?

I DID’NT MEAN THAT. Really I didnt. As I text her side by side
she doesnt seem to get any better. She’s hurt. Riya’s HuRt. Maybe
this(this article) will console her. Hope it does better than my words!

I want to apologise from the bottom of my heart. Please
dont feel embarrassed. I promise I wont repeat it ever again.
Your Afterglow is still here. It makes me go back again to those
sweet moments. Lovely!
I miss you.

Ps: This is my first write.(Except in the exams where we write bullshit to fill pages!)
Hope you understand what I feel and what I want her to feel.

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